Monday, April 11, 2005

Losing faith

One of those moments. Feeling really down, losing my faith. Why can't things just work out for a change. Forgot how that's like for a long time now, or am I just doing things so wrong. Or am I just getting old. Feeling really down, losing my faith. Why can't I get a good break. A real one, a long one, for a change. That could help. Too long of a test, becoming too much really. Or is it just payback time. Haven't I paid enough. Am I ungrateful. Losing my faith. Tomorrow is another day, same test, where am I heading.

16 comments:

mostafa said...

Don't lose your faith click on the following first.
http://www.eyelash.ps/million.htm

Hellme said...

You need to lose your faith to have it.

ringgit said...

Hang on there...

Anonymous said...

Do take a break. Be optimistic. Relax your mind a little bit.

Highlander said...

you'll come out of the dark hole, it happens to all of us ...

Mohamed said...

Jeesh, this thing is really cool. Beats having real friends! I still feel like shit, but thanks for the support everyone (and thanks to those who emailed too).

I know I'll come out of it insha'Allah Highlander. Just hoping its soon. That's life I guess.

mostafa said...

heh, sorry for trolling.

As for anyone who didn't click on the URL I placed above.
DO NOT CLICK ON THE ABOVE LINK!

Mohamed, do you still go to the gym and jog ? or did you stop them for blogging.

Hal said...

i will suggest that you enjoy being down. it may sound weird, but try to increase your depression, and be really really depressed. dont attempt to call up friends or go out with groups. go listen to sad music concert alone, gloomy art exhibitions, visit sad memories,... the whole package. believe me it happens to me, and this is how i get out of it. dont fight it, only enjoy it. it is actually nice to be able to let urself feel depressed, and more so to tell everyone about it, and more and more, to enjoy it.

:)

Mohamed said...

Haal, always different :)

I actually like doing that, love listening to el-Atlal!

But telling everyone about it is a bad idea. Blogging about it doesn't count.

Highlander said...

Mohamed, blogging about it does count, look at how many people turned out to care eh ? ;) I think cyberfriendships are cool too ...
el-atlal ? are you lovesick or something loooool

Haal said...

Oh no. Never heard this song before! Now I feel guilty for bringing up this venus& Mars posting.

Al Sharief said...

Mo, I suspect you feeling a tiny.. tiny...bit better by now . I've seen your post @ about 3:00AM & I was just betting myself that you'll get out of it & let him ride it through I said to myself & it will get better by the hour, Not loosing faith I meant...It's OK to feel like Shit. It's Faith on any thing that matters...
I knew that you've known that you will get out of that because you had faith that ther will be "Tomorrow is another day,.. " A lot of good questions need to be answered and indicate that you know (atleast ,where you want to be heading) yet it's OK to wonderaround and feel like shit..Eventually things will work out! Very Good I may add
G>! this cyber support is not bad eh!
Now, If it is the VenuS& Mars posting thing that makes Haal feels guilty, then I say keep loving, Living, Sharing , and Caring starting with You

Highlander said...

You never loose faith Mohamed, you may have lost hope for a little but it will go .. my special recipe for the 'blues' is get some good slow rock music with plenty of screaming guitars put on shuffle and drive the car on the road. Ok Cairo is more crowded than Tripoli, try Sahrawi road, driving at top speed should do the trick but wear your seat belt loool!

The Sandmonkey said...

Or you can just start a fight and beat the shit out of someone. I always find that to be a great form of stress relief. Seriously.

Didos said...

I know exactly how you feel,I've been there !

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