One of those moments. Feeling really down, losing my faith. Why can't things just work out for a change. Forgot how that's like for a long time now, or am I just doing things so wrong. Or am I just getting old. Feeling really down, losing my faith. Why can't I get a good break. A real one, a long one, for a change. That could help. Too long of a test, becoming too much really. Or is it just payback time. Haven't I paid enough. Am I ungrateful. Losing my faith. Tomorrow is another day, same test, where am I heading.